Special comment.
I never thought we would get here, but here we are again: Major League Baseball has my heart back.
That does not mean all my old complaints magically disappeared. They did not. I still do not like the ghost runner. I still do not like the pitch clock. I still have my issues with the commissioner, with the broader direction of the league at times, and with the way baseball loves to create problems and then act surprised when people complain about them.
And yet, both things can be true.
I can still believe those frustrations are valid, and also admit that the game itself has pulled me back in. That is where I am now. Not because the league became perfect, but because the parts of baseball I truly love turned out to be stronger than the parts I dislike.
Table of Contents
- The Last Two Years in the Wilderness
- What I Still Don’t Like About Modern MLB
- Why Baseball Pulled Me Back In Anyway
- One Rule Change I’m Absolutely Happy About
- The Real Turning Point: Studying Baseball as a Historian
- I Was Looking at the Decade, Not the Century
- Yes, I Was Yelling at the Cloud
- The Commissioner Is Not Bigger Than the Game
- This Era Needs a Better Name Than “Pitch Clock Era”
- What Changed in Me More Than What Changed in MLB
- Why I’m Back on Baseball’s Side
- FAQ
The Last Two Years in the Wilderness
For about two years, I felt like I had lost the game I loved.
That feeling was real. It was not fake outrage. It was not performative complaining. It came from a genuine place. Baseball is my first love, and when you feel like your first love is changing into something unrecognizable, you take that personally.
So yes, I spent some time out in the wilderness with this sport. I kept my distance. I felt disconnected. I felt like the game was being bent and twisted for people who did not even care about it in the first place.
That was the source of the frustration.
Not just that rules changed, but that some of those changes felt like they were made to please casuals at the expense of the people who had been there all along.
If you love baseball for its rhythm, its tension, its patience, and its weird little moments that only baseball can produce, then certain changes feel like an attack on the soul of the game. That was my mindset.
What I Still Don’t Like About Modern MLB
Before I go too far with this reunion, let me be very clear: this is not unconditional surrender.
I am not pretending every MLB rule change is brilliant. Some of them still bother me.
- The ghost runner still stinks.
- The pitch clock still does not sit right with me.
- The commissioner is still the commissioner.
None of that changed overnight.
And while we are here, I still do not like the larger issues around money games either. If teams are going to keep deferring money and dancing around the luxury tax, that deserves criticism too. Truth be told, I do not think there should be a luxury tax in the first place, but that is another conversation for another day.
The point is simple: coming back to baseball does not require pretending baseball has no problems.
You can love the game and still call out the nonsense. In fact, if you really love the game, you probably should.
Why Baseball Pulled Me Back In Anyway
So what changed?
The answer is not that MLB won some public relations battle. It is not that I suddenly became a fan of every modern innovation. It is not that all criticism vanished.
What changed is that the game itself reminded me why I loved it in the first place.
The stories are still there.
The feeling is still there.
The atmosphere is still there.
The experience of listening to a broadcast, settling into the rhythm of a game, being at the ballpark, and letting the sport unfold on its own terms still hits like almost nothing else.
And when that feeling comes back, you have to be honest with yourself. You cannot keep cutting off your nose to spite your face.
If baseball still brings joy, still entertains, still connects, and still creates authentic storylines, then refusing to embrace it just to stay mad is a losing strategy. That kind of stubbornness does not feel good. It is exhausting.
I like doing the things that make me feel good. Baseball makes me feel good again.
One Rule Change I’m Absolutely Happy About
Now let me give credit where credit is due.
The shift being reduced or effectively removed for the most part is something I am happy about.
That matters.
Not every change has to be treated the same. Some changes improve the texture of the game. Some changes restore balance. Some changes help bring back action and visual variety without stripping away what makes baseball baseball.
The end of the extreme shift belongs in that category for me.
So no, this is not just a rant wrapped in reconciliation. There are parts of the modern game I genuinely appreciate.
The Real Turning Point: Studying Baseball as a Historian
The biggest reason I came back was perspective.
At some point, I stopped reacting only as a frustrated fan and started digging in as a historian of the game. I went back. I looked at the older eras. I studied the changes. I paid attention to how often baseball has reinvented, corrected, distorted, and rebalanced itself over time.
That changed everything.
I realized I had been looking at baseball through the lens of a single decade when I should have been looking at it through the lens of a century.
That is a huge difference.
When you only focus on the version of baseball you personally grew up with or the style you became attached to, every new development feels like a betrayal. But when you zoom out, you start to see the pattern.
Baseball has always changed.
The Game Has Never Been Frozen in Place
If you study the full history of MLB, the evidence is everywhere.
- The game has had a dead-ball era.
- The game has had a live-ball era.
- The game went through the steroid era.
- The mound has been raised.
- The mound has been lowered.
- The ball has changed.
- The gloves have changed.
- The field itself has changed.
That is baseball.
Not a glitch in baseball. Not a corruption of baseball. Baseball.
The sport has been evolving since the beginning. It moves in cycles. Some eras feel cleaner than others. Some feel more gimmicky. Some feel sacred only because they are familiar. But change is not new to this sport. Change is part of the sport’s own history.
Once that finally clicked, it became harder to act like the current era was some uniquely unforgivable crime against the game.
I Was Looking at the Decade, Not the Century
That is really the heart of it.
I was looking at the decade, not the century.
And when you make that mistake, every current annoyance starts feeling permanent and catastrophic. You stop seeing cycles. You start seeing apocalypse.
But baseball has gone through enough transformations to humble that kind of thinking.
What feels outrageous now may eventually settle into the larger historical pattern. What feels normal in one generation can look bizarre to the generation before it. What one era defends as tradition was often an innovation in an earlier era.
That does not mean every change is good. It does mean every change should be judged with historical context.
And once I gave myself that context, I had to admit something uncomfortable: I had drifted dangerously close to becoming the classic old man yelling at the cloud.
Yes, I Was Yelling at the Cloud
I can laugh at it now.
I was still me. The frustrations were real. The criticism had substance. But if I am being honest, there was a point where my resistance to change became less about principle and more about reflex.
That is when you know you need to recalibrate.
I do not want to be the person who rejects baseball simply because baseball kept being baseball in the only way it ever has: by evolving.
So yes, I am still old man yelling at the cloud.
Just a little more sophisticated now.
Old man yelling at the cloud with a smartphone.
That is growth.
The Commissioner Is Not Bigger Than the Game
Another thing I had to confront was this: one individual cannot make me abandon a century-spanning sport by himself.
I may dislike what the commissioner represents. I may dislike specific policy decisions. I may think certain choices are shortsighted, over-engineered, or aimed at the wrong audience.
Fair enough.
But the commissioner is not bigger than baseball.
The rulebook is not bigger than baseball.
The front office philosophy of a particular moment is not bigger than baseball.
The game itself is still here. The storylines are still here. The players are still writing new chapters every season. The ballparks still matter. The broadcasts still matter. The emotional pull still matters.
If the core of the sport is still reaching me, then I cannot justify figuratively burning the whole thing down because I dislike some people in charge.
This Era Needs a Better Name Than “Pitch Clock Era”
Now that I have accepted baseball is in another one of its historical cycles, there is one question left: what are we calling this era?
Because I refuse to let “pitch clock era” be the final answer.
That cannot be the name. We are going to have to come up with something better than that. This moment in baseball is bigger than one timer sitting in the outfield and buzzing over every at-bat.
If this is a new era, then it deserves a name that captures the full shape of what is happening. The game is being sped up, yes. It is being streamlined. It is trying to modernize presentation while still hanging onto its bones. It is balancing tradition and disruption in real time.
That deserves a real historical label, not just a complaint disguised as a category.
Maybe that name has not arrived yet. Baseball eras often get named properly only after enough time has passed to understand them. But one way or another, this period will eventually earn its own identity.
What Changed in Me More Than What Changed in MLB
There is also a personal side to all of this.
I have grown.
Not in the sense that I suddenly became agreeable. Let us not get carried away. I still know what I do not like. I still know what deserves side-eye. I still know when baseball is being ridiculous.
But I have grown enough to recognize that being right about a problem does not always mean walking away is the best response.
Sometimes maturity means recognizing that the good still outweighs the bad.
Sometimes it means admitting that your frustration got ahead of your perspective.
Sometimes it means rediscovering joy without demanding perfection first.
That is where I am now with Major League Baseball.
I did not erase the grievances. I just stopped letting them dominate the whole relationship.
Why I’m Back on Baseball’s Side
So let the record reflect:
- I still dislike the ghost runner.
- I still dislike the pitch clock.
- I still have my suspicions about how MLB operates at the top.
- I still think fans have every right to critique the game they love.
And also:
- I love the history of baseball more than ever.
- I appreciate the game more now that I see it across eras.
- I recognize that change has always been part of the sport.
- I am no longer willing to deny myself the joy of baseball just to stay mad.
That is the real setting the record straight.
I am back because the soul of the game remains. It may wear different clothes from era to era. It may irritate me. It may test my patience. It may occasionally deserve a strongly worded special comment. But it is still baseball.
And baseball, for all its flaws, is still my favorite sport.
FAQ
Why did you fall out with MLB in the first place?
The biggest issues were rule changes and the feeling that the game was drifting away from its natural rhythm. The ghost runner and the pitch clock were major sticking points, and there was also broader frustration with league leadership and the way MLB seemed to be shaping the sport for people who were not deeply invested in it.
Do you like the current MLB rule changes now?
Not all of them. The ghost runner still does not work for me, and the pitch clock still feels wrong in important ways. But I am happy that the extreme shift is gone for the most part, and I no longer see every modern change as proof that baseball has lost itself.
What brought you back to baseball?
Perspective. Studying baseball history made it clear that the sport has always evolved. Once I stopped focusing only on the recent decade and started looking at the full century-plus history of the game, the current era felt less like a collapse and more like another chapter in a long cycle.
What does “looking at the decade, not the century” mean?
It means judging baseball only against the version that feels most familiar instead of understanding how much the game has changed across generations. When you zoom out, you see that mound heights, equipment, strategy, pace, and even the style of play have all shifted over time.
Do you think baseball is losing its identity?
No. I think baseball is in another era of change, and some of those changes are frustrating. But the deeper identity of the sport is still intact. The history, the storytelling, the ballpark experience, and the emotional pull of the game are all still there.
What should this current MLB era be called?
That is still up for debate. I do not think “pitch clock era” is good enough. This period deserves a better name, one that captures the full mix of modernization, rule adjustment, and baseball trying to redefine itself without losing its soul.

